urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip be me. gas_brake_dip 2006-11-28T07:06:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:8109 2006-11-28T07:06:43Z 2006-11-28T07:06:43Z i'm over many people and many things.<br /><br />you could very well be one of them urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:7874 2006-11-18T07:08:19Z 2006-11-18T07:08:19Z what happened to people calling me every night to hang out? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:7593 2006-10-12T08:29:09Z 2006-10-12T08:29:09Z sometimes i wish i wasn't urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:7405 2006-10-11T04:34:43Z 2006-10-11T04:34:43Z it was'nt what i thought.<br /><br />i'm a mess.<br /><br />i'll keep waiting.<br /><br />nothing else has ever been so worth it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:7095 2006-10-09T01:56:36Z 2006-10-09T01:56:36Z i was so happy :]<br /><br />i hope things only get better urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:6689 2006-10-06T04:32:17Z 2006-10-06T04:32:17Z actually, i know exactly what i want. Just making it work is my problem.<br /><br />i still feel like a nervous little boy each time. yet unusually comfortable. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:6422 2006-09-29T02:32:42Z 2006-09-29T02:32:42Z i want a girl i can have fun doing absolutely nothing with. maybe go for a walk around town every once in awhile. enjoy the littles things and each other.<br /><br /><br />is anyone else as stoked for the corn maze and knowing the cold and the falling leaves are coming? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:6203 2006-09-08T16:57:24Z 2006-09-08T16:57:24Z i want to move out.<br />i've been getting shit from the parents for the littlest things lately...its ridiculous.<br /><br />I've decided i need to stop being a lazy piece of shit and get out and do things rather than waking up at 11 everyday and then just going to work.<br /><br />Also, i need to meet more people who are down to chill. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:5974 2006-08-18T20:29:55Z 2006-08-18T20:29:55Z things are lookin good and bad at the same time.<br />listening to lots of cartel and icepick...weird combo.<br />i want to get a job that will pay just enough to move out. <br />who wants to go paint?<br /><br /><br />oh and gf's will be accepted urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:5651 2006-08-18T20:29:39Z 2006-08-18T20:29:39Z things are lookin good and bad at the same time.<br />listening to lots of cartel and icepick...weird combo.<br />i want to get a job that will pay just enough to move out. <br />who wants to go paint? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:5448 2006-08-10T07:27:33Z 2006-08-10T07:27:33Z i want a gf.<br /><br />and im really happy im getting back into painting. shit was in a slump for awhile urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:5161 2006-07-26T17:54:17Z 2006-07-26T17:54:17Z why the fuck am i so awesome.<br /><br />i hope everyone knows to take me completely serious all the time.<br /><br />life is too short to have fun. duh! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:4973 2006-07-26T00:49:38Z 2006-07-26T00:49:38Z this makes me laugh too much to describe<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v34/silverraze/TS1149736485077_jeanstotight.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:4781 2006-07-24T22:37:48Z 2006-07-24T22:37:48Z nelly furtado 100 and fuck degrees outside.<br /><br />TBS was pretty sweet.<br /><br />hanging with haley FINALLY was fresh.<br /><br />kind of starting to work again... i wont be a bum anymore.<br /><br />hopefully my dad will buy me that computer.<br /><br /><br />anyone wanna give me money for a sidekick 3?<br /><br /><br />lets hang more often! ANYONE. preferably top mints. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:4406 2006-07-05T18:50:03Z 2006-07-05T18:50:03Z Reno trip/show ended up being fun as fuck. picked on squid alot and hung out with all the reno kids. no beef and they were all actually alot of fun to kick it with. im too tired to go into more detail bout the trip though.<br /><br />last nights 4th of july was pretty bad ass also. rode my track bike to hopes apartment downtown and got faded with everyone on the roofs of downtown. had lots of fun there. got a flat tire and ended up walking home from some other party ryan and i got a ride to but it ended up being a humungous weiner fest. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:4138 2006-07-02T04:29:33Z 2006-07-02T04:29:33Z Hey Haley, not everything in here is about you. You're not THAT tight. hahahaha sucka :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:3916 2006-06-30T18:08:03Z 2006-06-30T18:08:03Z ya im pretty over the whole thing. and pretty done trying urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:3720 2006-06-28T06:14:14Z 2006-06-28T06:14:14Z i guess its a couple of those weeks.<br />i havent been as happy lately.<br />been feeling really scared and nervous all the time for no apparent reason.<br />i have a feeling its effecting other parts of my life also.<br /><br />i wanna be stoked on everything and everybody like i used to. everything just felt right. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:3558 2006-06-24T03:49:13Z 2006-06-24T03:49:13Z kelis it's just one of those weeks. <br /><br />:/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:3286 2006-06-21T17:50:20Z 2006-06-21T17:50:20Z so while i'm asleep my mom and brother had my cat out in the living room. I was sleeping on the floor in the same room, but i was still asleep.<br /><br />i guess even after i constantly told them they had to make sure all the doors to the room were COMPLETELY shut so my cat couldnt get through them(who is a kitten still and can fit through anything) or so that my dog doesnt open the door, they still managed to leave one of them a little open.<br /><br />I guess my dog opened the door and let my cat get into the family room with him. I woke up to the sound of my mom screaming and my dog growling like he"s ripping something to shreds.<br /><br />i went in the other room to see my kitten laying on the floor struggling to move. I picked up my completely limp kitten as he struggled to breathe and watched him die in my hands.<br /><br /><br />i have never felt this horrible, sad, angry... ever. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:2862 2006-06-13T06:00:56Z 2006-06-13T06:00:56Z those plans fell through urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:2589 2006-06-03T18:16:06Z 2006-06-03T18:17:24Z dundundunnndddndn Also...<br />Going to woodward(so cal) from the 10th til like the 17th er something.<br />around a week.<br />going with pro bike kevin and mike S.<br />kentucky when i get back from the 20th to the 25th is highly likely.<br />And if the locals dont leave before i get back then i will be going to vegas from the 25th to about the 3rd.<br /><br />haley needs to get out of the big house er something urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:2406 2006-06-03T18:12:36Z 2006-06-03T18:12:36Z got back from the so cal trip late monday night.<br />Kos is a mean fucking russian kid.<br />he lives in a huge house along with everyone else we visited.<br />parties in east LA are interesting.<br />went to one of those mexican sweet 15 parties. <br />i deffinitely stood out.<br />nick got way to wasted.<br />he pee'd his pants at larry's house.<br /><br /><br />Tomy is the worst shit talker i have ever met. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:2216 2006-05-25T18:19:40Z 2006-05-25T18:19:40Z waking the cadaver leaving for SoCal again tomorrow.<br /><br />will be gone til monday.<br /><br />new job is pretty legit. makin lots of bread.<br /><br />miss someone<br /><br />get at me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:gas_brake_dip:1951 2006-05-09T07:15:49Z 2006-05-09T07:15:49Z i just got home from my SoCal/ Vegas/ Phoenix trip.<br /><br />it was interesting to say the very least.<br /><br />i know some really weird people.<br /><br />oh and i will never trust a myspace pic ever again in my fucking life.